A Personal Connection

There’s a drawer in our kitchen into which I throw any phone chargers, computer cables or anything vaguely resembling them that I find lying around the counter tops. Even though we have a study upstairs and my children have fairly large bedrooms, everyone seems to prefer to be on their laptops at the kitchen table.  So, of course, all the accoutrements that go with the laptops end up cluttering my kitchen space! Well, if I find any cables that are not attached to anything, into the drawer they go.

However, the tables are turned when it’s my computer charger that I’m looking for, and I have to pick through a drawer full of what looks like black spaghetti. All the cables seem to have a different connector, and you can guarantee that it’s the last one I disentangle that is actually the one that fits my laptop!

At our church, we have a wonderful library with shelves filled with books on different aspects of our faith. There are many books written on a variety of ways that we can enter into a closer walk with Jesus, no two espousing exactly the same method. For example, in the books written on prayer there are ones for daily devotions, praying the labyrinth, praying contemplatively, praying with scripture, praying the lectionary, praying the psalms, making prayer gardens …  It’s like looking into my kitchen drawer, trying to find the connection that will actually connect me to what I need.

Don’t misunderstand me – I am so grateful for this abundance of books that deal with living a Christian life and I realize that we will walk through different scenery in our life of faith and need different approaches as we enter different seasons.

But sometimes the hardest thing for us in our faith walk is to find out how to walk the walk today, now. We get distracted by trying to find the “best” way to do it, the “holiest” way to be close in our relationship with God, and we get pulled down into the trends and fads of modern Christian life. Do we go to the Contemporary service or the Traditional service, or the Taize service, or just listen to a music CD and a sermon online? Our cup of choices overfloweth and, more often than not, threatens to drown us.

What can we do to stay true to where we are in the present? When I read the gospels and see Jesus in his ministry in those whirlwind three years, he is often surrounded by crowds of people.

“Jesus withdrew with his disciples to the lake, and a large crowd from Galilee followed.  When they heard about all he was doing, many people came to him from Judea, Jerusalem, Idumea, and the regions across the Jordan and around Tyre and  Sidon.  Because of the crowd he told his disciples to have a small boat ready for him, to keep the people from crowding him.”  Mark 3: 7-9

 They are calling to him, tugging on him, trying to catch his attention … All the adulation and need from the people surrounding him could have been a huge distraction and overwhelmed him. How did Jesus deal with this?

 “After leaving them, he went up on a mountainside to pray.”  Mk 6:46

What was his advice to the disciples when things got hectic and they were constantly surrounded with people wanting to be with them?

 “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest.”  Mk 6:31

Jesus knew that the most important thing in his relationship with his heavenly father was to spend time alone with him, in rest and prayer. Jesus knew that he needed to do this, and that his disciples needed to do this. When we are overwhelmed by all the choices around us, and perhaps confused as to what’s important for us spiritually, I think we need to hear Jesus telling us that we need to do this: to be by ourselves and come to God and pray.

But, in today’s Western society 21^st century Christian life, I think we have lost an important part of the meaning of prayer. Prayer to most Christians is turning to God, remembering (usually) to thank him for the blessings he has given us and then reciting our “worry list” (which I’m an expert at) or “shopping list of wants”, sorry, scratch that, “needs”.  But perhaps the most vital part of prayer, which, after all, is a dialogue, is to listen, to be quiet before God and to listen.

I don’t think Jesus went up the mountain on his own to rattle off a list of what he needed from God. I picture him spending a lot of time, in quiet, listening to his father. Quietly listening. We’re not very good at this. We’re not very good at resting, we’re not very good at silence, and, we’re not very good at listening. When my son says, “But I’m not very good at that …” my answer is always the same. “Well, then, you need to practice.” We need to practice listening to God. This, after all, is the most personal way we can have a relationship with him. We don’t need a work book, a DVD, a check list, or a small group to do this. We just need to spend some time in quiet, conversing with God. We talk, then we listen, then we may talk some more, and we listen.

Jesus says to us, “Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and rest”.

God the father says, “Be still and know that I am God.”


Be quiet, be still, and listen.




Copyright 2011 Sue Palmer